I highly dislike pessimism

The other I was thinking about how I never focus on the postive things going on in my life, I tend to find all the stuff that is wrong. So today I came to the conclusion that... this is not a way to perceive the world. Its ridicilous. So here's some negative things that I have come to accept and actually laugh about...

Today, my neighbor and I went tanning. Colorado has been lacking sun so much that for the first time I wanted to get cancer the quick way... So we made our way to the tanning beds. ( I have never done this) I have never heard of this before... stand up tanning beds. How weird does that sound. You stand in this little cylindrical place where you have to hold on to these handles so you get an even tan. Of course, the considerate guys upfront gave us a pair of goggles that are supposed protect our eyes from all that UV rays. Mistake one was that Carolyn and I decided to tan in our underwear... And mistake two was to wear the stupid goggles they gave us. Well since we tanned with our underwear on, in fear of burning our you know... so now we both have a gross slut tan line on our assess aaaannnnndddd unfortunately we have gross goggle tanline on our faces... Well first I was freaking out. But honestly, this is the funniest thing ever. Hahaha. now I can look back and laugh at my situation. The butt tan line doesn't matter. No one will see that. But my face. It is kind of embarassing. Hehe, I hope it goes away until tomorrow morning.

Btw, I like being positive. Makes me smile.

Today is a cool date. 3. 5. 7.

I have always been good with arithmetics. hehe. See the pattern?!
I think today should be ingraved into history. The date reveals a cool pattern. I always find those once in a lifetime 'things' very interesting. Today would have been an amazing day... the weather was nice and I got to sleep in... however the day was ruined by the strenuous biology test. It's odd how I just lable a perfectly fine day bad just because of a biology test.
The problem with me is that I let stress get to me. People who are laid back don't let stress effect their lives, so in the end... they do better. I realize that is a big generalization to make but I feel like this theory has been supported... Well, last semester I was doing better when it came to tests but for some reason this semester I get really bad test anxiety and such.... Anyways, today was a gorgeous day.

I really like Colorado. Although, I must admit I hate it when it snows. I used to love the snow... so clean and white and pretty. Honestly now, I am sick of it. I see the dirty muddy snow on the side of roads and I just want to kick it. It feels like before everything had an order but now the world is crazy. I mean not just crazy, I mean CRAZY! Hehe. . . I live my life so unaware. Often, I need a wake up call, like a huge snowstorm to tell me, "global warming is ruining of biosphere". Hehe.

I want some apple tea. It is late at night. Unfortunately, I have no profound way of ending this randomness.