Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I have no time to blog:( Sad day! I have a ton of stuff to do. Can I vent to you, orange_kizz? I don't have many people to vent to.
Here's the deal: I just got back my Anatomy Lab Test the other day.... disappointment:( But it's alright. I can do better on the next one. I became friends with notecards again. They will help. Now, I think it's doable. I will get an A on the next one. Anatomy Lecture exam, I studied for day and night. I hope I did well. I won't know my score until next Monday. I have my O.Chem Exam on Thursday night and I couldn't be less prepared. I just started studying for it couple of hours ago... I have about 150 homework problems due for that class by Thursday night. (I just found this out, If I knew it earlier, I would have done them). I only did about 25. I am officially freaking out. I also have a paper due tonight that I haven't even started writing yet. So, here's the game plan. I will do 72 problems for O. Chem tonight and then I will write my paper before 2 AM. I will wake up at 7:30 AM and do 25 more problems before I go to my next class. Throughout the day before 8 PM, I should be done with 25 more problems so that's over a 100 problems. 8 PM till 2 AM I should be completely done with the homework problems. Then, I will pass out. My exam is at 7, I can review lecture notes, recitation materials, quizzes, memorize functional groups and pKa's for all the acids and bases by then. Hopefully... I also have to finish my O. Chem lab stuff tomorrow. Grr, I am mad at the world. Why am I not better at time management. Btw, being this busy is making me forget my misery:) Hehe, I dunno. I think I rather be miserably melancholy than having to do all this shit. But no time for being sad either.
Wow, I better get cracking!!! O. Chem awaits me.
Here's the deal: I just got back my Anatomy Lab Test the other day.... disappointment:( But it's alright. I can do better on the next one. I became friends with notecards again. They will help. Now, I think it's doable. I will get an A on the next one. Anatomy Lecture exam, I studied for day and night. I hope I did well. I won't know my score until next Monday. I have my O.Chem Exam on Thursday night and I couldn't be less prepared. I just started studying for it couple of hours ago... I have about 150 homework problems due for that class by Thursday night. (I just found this out, If I knew it earlier, I would have done them). I only did about 25. I am officially freaking out. I also have a paper due tonight that I haven't even started writing yet. So, here's the game plan. I will do 72 problems for O. Chem tonight and then I will write my paper before 2 AM. I will wake up at 7:30 AM and do 25 more problems before I go to my next class. Throughout the day before 8 PM, I should be done with 25 more problems so that's over a 100 problems. 8 PM till 2 AM I should be completely done with the homework problems. Then, I will pass out. My exam is at 7, I can review lecture notes, recitation materials, quizzes, memorize functional groups and pKa's for all the acids and bases by then. Hopefully... I also have to finish my O. Chem lab stuff tomorrow. Grr, I am mad at the world. Why am I not better at time management. Btw, being this busy is making me forget my misery:) Hehe, I dunno. I think I rather be miserably melancholy than having to do all this shit. But no time for being sad either.
Wow, I better get cracking!!! O. Chem awaits me.
Monday, September 22, 2008
metaphor? may be not.
Here's my poor attempt at trying to put this into perspective...
...son gunlerde cok dusunur oldum...
I just walked into my room... reminiscing on the events of the other night... in comparison, my room is empty. How cliche of me to say this, the day of but it is empty. Regardless of its misery, it is in hopes. I could see that as soon as we came face to face, that is why she is holding up well.
My room orients itself so that the bed is the center point. I like it because it provides super- comfort and simply pleasing to the eye. Often times, I see myself on it, sipping tea while reading a great novel or a shitty one, sleeping, or sharing it with that someone.
Today, I walk into my room and I notice, my bookshelf is perfectly lined with novels and textbooks, my clothes are carefully hung in my closet and blankets currently not in use are folded nicely. My bed, on the other hand, is a mess. The sheets has come off of it, pillows one place and comforter on the other. There is no end or a beginning. The only way to fix it is to take my pad, my sheets, pillows, comforter and everything else off of it. It will definitely take some time and huge effort, but it has to be done for a good night's sleep. Then, I will put everything back on my bed. Build it from point zero. Go about it from scratch. First, the pad, then line the sheet perfectly so it engulfs the pad and the edges of the bed. Next, 3 pillows that I cannot do without. Last but not least, place the comforter. And once everything is all in place, hop in and enjoy. Notice that, I don't have to keep doing that every time. When I see that minor changes have to made, I will deal with them as they come, for instance, I can just fix the comforter, or adjust the pillows. Well I guess that was my attempt trying to put this into perspective.
...son gunlerde cok dusunur oldum...
I just walked into my room... reminiscing on the events of the other night... in comparison, my room is empty. How cliche of me to say this, the day of but it is empty. Regardless of its misery, it is in hopes. I could see that as soon as we came face to face, that is why she is holding up well.
My room orients itself so that the bed is the center point. I like it because it provides super- comfort and simply pleasing to the eye. Often times, I see myself on it, sipping tea while reading a great novel or a shitty one, sleeping, or sharing it with that someone.
Today, I walk into my room and I notice, my bookshelf is perfectly lined with novels and textbooks, my clothes are carefully hung in my closet and blankets currently not in use are folded nicely. My bed, on the other hand, is a mess. The sheets has come off of it, pillows one place and comforter on the other. There is no end or a beginning. The only way to fix it is to take my pad, my sheets, pillows, comforter and everything else off of it. It will definitely take some time and huge effort, but it has to be done for a good night's sleep. Then, I will put everything back on my bed. Build it from point zero. Go about it from scratch. First, the pad, then line the sheet perfectly so it engulfs the pad and the edges of the bed. Next, 3 pillows that I cannot do without. Last but not least, place the comforter. And once everything is all in place, hop in and enjoy. Notice that, I don't have to keep doing that every time. When I see that minor changes have to made, I will deal with them as they come, for instance, I can just fix the comforter, or adjust the pillows. Well I guess that was my attempt trying to put this into perspective.