My first blog of this school year

I am excited that my internet finally works. It was a frustrating situation. I am so dependent on this technology. I love how it connects the whole world. I just got a facebook account. I think it is a very clever to keep in touch with all your friends. I figured it is alot better than myspace. Myspace has way too many freaks.

I am excited for my biology and history class. I am apathetic about my religions class. I think it kind of sounds boring. Although, I am not going to let it get to me. It sounds pretty easy and doable. Past couple of days have been really frustrating. I have been dealing with my crisis. I feel like I have made progress. It doesn't help the fact that I am so emotional. I let people see what really is going on inside me. In order to be successful in this world one must keep their emotions to themselves and come off strong. I need to learn how to practice that better. I have to go and speak to my wonderful very helpful advisor. I am so privilaged that at least I am sorrounded by people who are willing to help the individual.

So far, my college experience is going well. If I complained it would be disrespectful to my family and my boyfriend who are very supportive of everything I do. I am just plain thankful for today and anything I say will not do justice to how well everything is going right now.

I am leaving

I am in denial. I feel like there is still time before I have to go to school and move out. I don't want to move out. I always thought that I did want to move out but now I guess since that I am actually moving out, I don't want to. But I have always wanted to move out.

Although, I feel like going away for a change would allow me to find myself and be a better person. I would actually get myself acquainted with Freedom. We haven't officially met. I am looking forward to a busy schedule. I want to do community service, meet new people, study hard, find a job and for once enjoy being productive.

I guess after all, it won't be all that bad to move out.

I am not a good girlfriend

After a year and some months I still have not mastered the whole "thing" called being a good girlfriend. I am awful at it. One might say that I even suck at it.

Ideally, for the past year I would have liked to learn all the small details of his personality. But sadly I guess I haven't. I think that this will all be a celebration day for everyone who loves him and hates me:) But there you go I think the day has come. Celebrate fools, celebrate the day my heart breaks one more time.

I hate the bank!

My bank sucks. I mean it just sucks. I hate my bank. It is being run by the worse system ever invented. I would like to shoot the guy who invented that system or as a matter of fact I would like to shoot the guy who invented my bank. I am changing banks. I am. First thing tomorrow I am going to close both my savings and my checkings account.

I couldn't count how many times I got screwed over with this bank. God, I hate this bank. I think all their tellers are in on it too, this whole company is working together to make my life a living hell.
I would like to end this thought by saying money is nothing but dirt on your fingers.

I want to be so rich that I want to sleep under comforters that are filled with green money so I would never have to open another bank account.