I am leaving

I am in denial. I feel like there is still time before I have to go to school and move out. I don't want to move out. I always thought that I did want to move out but now I guess since that I am actually moving out, I don't want to. But I have always wanted to move out.

Although, I feel like going away for a change would allow me to find myself and be a better person. I would actually get myself acquainted with Freedom. We haven't officially met. I am looking forward to a busy schedule. I want to do community service, meet new people, study hard, find a job and for once enjoy being productive.

I guess after all, it won't be all that bad to move out.