I am confused. I feel overworked already and school just started. But it's okay. I am getting used to it.
Today. I had my share of glancing back into the past. It was interesting and certainly sad. I have learned to move on from things and appreciate every bit of experience. After all, we are all guests on this planet. But somehow....
I dunno how to deal with this fact. I can't move on from the fact that I have missed out so much from this relationship and I have stopped it from becoming something better. I certainly am not saying that it is not a good relationship. All I am sad about is that that certain time has past us and now we are left with something that is different. Although change is good. What if things that happened didn't happen and I know right now things would be really different, possibly better. I can't argue this because I cannot go back in time and change things. Everything happens for a reason. Although, sometimes things that happen lead to bad conclusions. I don't want a bad conclusion. I don't want a conclusion at all. I just want to rewrite our introduction and start from fresh.
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- Orange_Kiss
- Boulder, Colorado, United States
- I live to laugh with the people I love
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youre probably going to think this is stupid, but i was cleaning my room and all my drawers and stuff. and you know how i keep all the tickets from evrything? well i found the ones from the cleo praker robinson dance thing. it made me laugh out loud.."do you seee what i seeee" freshmen year..omg we were so sick of that song!. i also found a movie ticket from the sweetest thing, its all faded and ripped, but you can still read the title perfectly, "3:45 PM Sat 04/13". also even farther than that, i found a note from 8th grade, you asked "village inn tonight?...cmon.." in that perfect little handwriting..then i wrote all over the page with my huge font.."village inn..and movie..yaaay"..we used to walk everywhere..we couldnt wait to drive. the constuction site stopped for us. oh, one more thing remember when i asked you the recipe for the chocolate cake? ..well i found that old peice of paper too "mix-4 eggs, 2 small glasses of sugar. add big glass of milk...". i dont know..i just felt really nostalgic, and decided to tell you...i dont remember a time that was more fun, more careless than those days. so yeah. byes.
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