I am almost done:) My brother is coming tomorrow. By the way, he could not have found a more perfect time:) Hehe, Anyways... I am going to Turkey and I am not that excited... My mind is just somewhere else. I am thinking other things... I am so sad that I am not going to see my friends and boyfriend for two months and my boyfriend seems to be happy about the fact that he is not going to see my oogly face for two months. That's just sad...
I keep seeing really frustrating dreams... I wake up crying or really scared.... or something like that. I might be one of those people who die in their sleep... have a heart attack or something.
I have no idea when my test is... I wanted to relax before my test and now all I can think of is how I am not welcomed... Anyways.... It's all good. I hate myself _________. I dont know I feel like I am not loved nor liked nor respected... and I am not worthy... I have never been... I hate myself because I am the worst friend, girlfriend, daughter, sister, student...
example- .....
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