The Day After Tomorrow

I do not understand what that means. It's like the end of the beginning. I don't get that neither. And another thing I do not get is why Christina won't go to prom??? I do not get that at all...

It is really nice to fall asleep with the one you love. I am privilaged enough to do it for 2 nights in a row!!!! Wow. I think I am the luckiest person alive that he is still right here. Could I love him more?? I think I could because he is so so so perfect. At least to me. Everything has been too good to be true. That's how he made me feel before as well. I always felt like I was in some fairy tale love story.

So the day after tomorrow will be Wednesday. Why would anyone say "hey, lets meet up the day after tomorrow" Why not just say "hey, let's meet Wednesday". I want some water. I used to buy Ethos water thinking they were getting clean water to children.. I was wrong. They only donate 5 cents from each bottle. How cruel?!?!?!

You know you care for a friend if you cry simply because they cry. Seeing someone hurt is the worse thing. I can deal with my pain but seeing people who are close to me hurt is painful. Saturday morning Emily came over and she was really sad. I just started crying. Reminded me of what I did to him. And how I made him sad and how I broke his heart. I hurt him really really bad. I do not deserve the oxygen God has provided all humanity with. Even though I do not deserve him, I will do anything in my power to show him that I can be worthy. I have so much faith in us and the future that we will have, I know that things will be better.

Saturday morning was amazing. Waking up next to him was amazing, and then breakfast... Sunday morning was amazing for all the same reasons. Well I should say reason. Since he is the only reason why everything is so good right now. How does he make me so happy when he is in so much pain, stress..!?!?!?!

I dont even know. Although prom is frustrating, I have faith. Christie is giving me an extension with my money stuff.... I can't believe $85 dollars. Money has no significance. I want to see him there. It hurts me to think...But I love him... I cant believe I fell asleep while writing a blog. Hehe.

Goodnight, I am going to back to sleep.