Starbucks

I am a frequent customer of Starbucks. I admit the fact that I am taken in by this whole Starbucks chain. I like coffee and I like their reduced fat banana chocolate chip cake. But currently I am mad at Starbucks.

The other day my friend and I went to Starbucks. My usual order is tall white chocolate mocha no whip. Instead I decided to get a cup of cappucino. First my disappointment came with how it was the worse cappucino I have ever had and on top of that the couches were taken. How sad??? And my disapointment was followed by anger and frustration. The people who ordered after me got cakes actually they got my favorite cake which is as I mentioned above the reduced fat banana chocolate chip cake. The cashier who always gives me my cake in a brown ugly ass bag, served their cake on a plate and they even got forks. Are you joking me? I mean I can't describe how frustrated I got. Why did they get plates and forks? Was it the fact that these people were middle aged??? Are they saying young people can't use forks and have no manners. What the heck is the message here??? I do not get it. What does starbucks have against young people eating their cake on a plate using a fork??? I do not get it. I mean before that day I didn't even know they had plates and forks I thought they just gave it in a brown bag. But no, they have plates... and forks. We just don't see them because they are in a back... hidden.

Next time I go to Starbucks and get my favorite cake, reduced fat banana chocolate chip cake, I will ask for a plate.... and a fork. Because they have them.

The roads are full of surprises

I see driving as an adventure. Every time I get on the road something has to happen. Even if the event is small it is enough to make me smile. Hehe. I think sneezing should be banned while you are on the road. Imagine, you are making a left turn when the arrow goes green and you sneeze really big. There is a big risk of losing control of the car. I mean sometimes you cannot help it, you just sneeze big. That could be very dangerous. And how about those sprinklers that throw water straight onto the road instead of sprinkling the grass. That could be a great danger to all drivers. Imagine a beautiful day and you are driving, obeying the rules and paying attention to the road and all of a sudden water hits your windshield with all its might. I mean it's just scary. Its the worst thing at night. Anyways, I am not complaining because my car takes me everywher even through those evil sprinklers. Thank god and my father for that:) also my brother. It was a family effort.

Goodnight.

Love advice? You have come to the right place.

Yes yes, I am like that lady who writes the love advice coloumn for some famous newspaper. No names necessary but I am a great advice giver on love to the needy. I should most certainly take my own advice as well but that should be a different blog.

Anyways, I am great at this. The other day I spoke beautifully to my friend. Hehe, I am quiet proud of this moment of my life. I said, "every man who comes into your life takes something out of your personality. With every relationship you become weary. You know you have found the right person when he adds to your personality and you two can grow as a couple and be better people." I completely believe in that. Every guy who makes you cry, breaks your heart, cheats on you and leaves you like that is not a good guy... that statement was quite obvious but really there are so many stupid girls crying after the wrong guys. So stop and think... and don't cry!

Nothing is really going on with my life. I need to find a permanent hobby. Paint the Pot adventure was fun but short lasting. Watching the national geographic channel is great but sometimes I get tired of watching TV. So today's exciting story on National Geographic Channel was great. I felt smart because I have actually read about the topic earlier this year. Recently scientists discovered the ruins of a body of a child who is half Neanderthal and half Cro-Magnon. According to this discovery supposedly Neanderthals did not die out but blended in with the Cro-Magnons. So generation after generation they became one. That means the modern day humans still carry the genes of Neanderthals. Isn't that mad? I think it's crazy! Anyways, I thought this was interesting.

Couple hours later the same day.....
After a long night of doing nothing and hanging out with couple of people I decide to go to sleep before 1 o'clock. I am really excited for college now because I talked to my boyfriend and he promised to come see me alot:) So that can't be too bad, right?

B.F.F.

I wake up early....Well not that early but earlier than my friends. So I sit in my bed for about 15 minutes contemplating what to do. I am such a loner. Then I decide to write a blog and not call anyone because my blog is my best friend. Hehe... Pathetic loser is all I gotta say to that.

Today I would like to go to the pool and get a nice tan. Speaking of getting a tan. I saw the most beautiful child yesterday. This is little girl with big blue eyes and blond hair. She was so cute and she kept staring at me. I was looking at her blond hair and blue eyes with amazement and she must have been looking at my darkness and thinking wow she is all brown. Well sorta.

I have nothing good to say except little things make me mad. Like, being late to places. I dunno there is so much in my mind but they are so little that I feel like I am going crazy. So my boyfriend made me upset. But it is so little I don't think I should even think about it. I don't get it. If I were to tell him that something little made me upset he would be like "wtf?". Anyways, but in my world of messed up"ness" little things count.

Okay I think I want to go to UCD. It might sound stupid but I have my reasons. I mean why go to CU Boulder if I am going to go to medical school. I don't get it. I have to figure my crap out.

So today, I would like to go to the pool with Y. But I don't think he will have time or even want to go. So should I go before he wakes up or should I wait for him to wake up and ask him if he would like to go with me......

It has been a long time

Wow, the last time I blogged was before I went to Turkey. I cannot believe I didn't update for so long.

Turkey.....

Hehe, not much to say about Turkey. I was there for exactly 4 weeks. And no one really missed me much. I thought I missed everyone and I thought wrong. Since I have been back, I really did nothing except to hang out with Emily.

A wise male once said to me "you are like a kid, you trust everyone" he added "grow up and don't trust anyone". That is true. I need to grow up. And yes, I do trust everybody. I do love everyone. It might be the culture difference but people freak out when they hear the word love. I think it's just care on another level, on a higher level that is. I mean I love my friends, my true friends, that just means that I care for them so much I could die for them. It's not like I get butterflies in my stomach when I see them. And that is a dumb way to describe the feeling of love. It is just rush of emotions or release of chemicals:) I am just kidding. Actually I believe love is the closest thing we have to magic. I read this somewhere, some women actually cry when they have sex. During sex women release emotions that makes them really vulnerable and emotional ( lack of better words). That is why women emotionally get attached to their partner. It is unbelievable how women are, they are just plain crazy:-)

Anyways, I took my friend to this crazy guy. Who supposedly does healings to crazy girls. Hehe, no offense. So if you are feeling down he takes away the negative energy in you and instead gives you positive energy that leaves you with nothing but happy thoughts. So it is kind of like meditating, he relaxes your mind and your muscles. He held my friend's hand and told her to relax during their session. After that he did the same thing for me. Although I just went with her, not about to pay 40 dollars for some bullshit deal. Anyways I felt nothing during our session. And my friend was amazed and she felt really good afterwards. The crazy guy told me that I must not have any negative energy to release and he added "I guess you are just really relaxed and happy as it is".

I am sitting here, really happy and relaxed with my nails done, not much of a care in the world except to contemplate what I am doing tonight. And it feels good.