Do we live in the Matrix?

This is the really odd, but I thought about this while writing my history essay.

Imagine this....

The only way for evolution and science to make sense together is that God put Adam and Eve into this world once he had already created the earth millions and millions years ago. So Adam and Eve were not there when Earth was just created. The Earth had probably already cooled down and became a suitable place for humans to live. Of course, by that time all the animals had already adapted to these living conditions. But wouldn't it be amazing if this was like the matrix and God destroyed the world and remade it and destroyed it again and so on. Hehe, it's funny though because it would be fun to believe that. But it's okay. I'll pass on that today. Better stick with Kuran'i Kerim.

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I am confused. I feel overworked already and school just started. But it's okay. I am getting used to it.

Today. I had my share of glancing back into the past. It was interesting and certainly sad. I have learned to move on from things and appreciate every bit of experience. After all, we are all guests on this planet. But somehow....

I dunno how to deal with this fact. I can't move on from the fact that I have missed out so much from this relationship and I have stopped it from becoming something better. I certainly am not saying that it is not a good relationship. All I am sad about is that that certain time has past us and now we are left with something that is different. Although change is good. What if things that happened didn't happen and I know right now things would be really different, possibly better. I can't argue this because I cannot go back in time and change things. Everything happens for a reason. Although, sometimes things that happen lead to bad conclusions. I don't want a bad conclusion. I don't want a conclusion at all. I just want to rewrite our introduction and start from fresh.