Guess is the shit!!!! My first day was amazing. I am so excited to work there. I got myself in some place where I feel like I can make something of. I mean I could really do this for a living. Not exactly this, but material things will always sell and I can be a part of making them. I would love to be a designer. That would be alot of fun. And my room is burning hot....First day was crazy amazing. I freaked out because I thought we were sold out of it but then we werent and then it was all good again. And then the night got even better because I saw his smiling face and then the whole world became my heaven and then I smiled too. I think that was a good summary of my day:-)
While I was driving home I realized that I haven't talked to Elif for a long time. I decided to give her a call, we talked for over an hour. It is nice to talk to her. She understands better now. I told her everything. She is happy for me. She wants me to go to school with her. But she is happy overall at least she is happy for me. Alot of people are having problems, I guess people always have had problems. I just never had any big problems with him, because he always made me so happy so I guess I just never realized how miserable other people's relationships were. Hehe. But I am not that sad anymore. Actually, I think I can proudly say I am not sad at all. How could I be sad when I have his heart? I am so so so happy. I know everything is going to be better. And then we are going to look back at this experience and smile at each other and learn from this and appreciate one another more then ever. God I love him so much and this is only the beginning.
Well I am exhausted. I want to take a nap but I really want him to call me and wake me up because I want to hear his voice and then I have to do some homework. I just want to tell him how much I miss him and stuff:)
He is still the only one...
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