I am exhausted

Last couple of days, I have been amazed at my body and how it is holding up with all the stress of life. Today I give up. I can't do this anymore, I am exhausted emotionally. I'm sad.... I am every word for sad. I am exhausted. I am direction-less. I am lost. Today, I lost the little bit of happiness that I was holding onto for so long... Therefore, I can't do this anymore... Because I am exhausted emotionally. I was home all afternoon by myself. I love when that happens but today I hated being alone. I felt alone, I feel alone. Nothing has changed.... I realized that I have felt this for a long time. Today that feeling was enhanced. I am lost and alone not to mention, exhausted emotionally...