Yes, it has been a long time. I have to practice my writing somewhere. Since the extended essay I have not written anything. My life is wasting away. The only time I'm happy, sad, excited etc. is when I am with my honey. I need to relax and not think about anything for a little while.
In the past couple of months, the amount of DRAMA I had to deal with is ridicilous. I hate drama and I want it out of my life. As I am writing this blog, my father is screaming his lungs out about money. Another thing I hate, MONEY. It has become such a problem in people's lives, we should just get rid of it. But somethings you can never do. Our lives are focused around money, drama, people we don't like, etc. I learned that with time you learn to deal with stuff. Life gets easier because you learn to deal with your problems as you age. That doesn't really give me hope. Imagine, you have just as much problems or maybe even more and life gets easier!!!! No, bunch of shit.
I think by the time I am thirty, I'll be already sick of life. Every smile, every laugh, every emotion I show will be an act. Sometimes I think to myself, my mother does that. She has mastered the act of happiness. I want to be happy not act happy.
Over the years, the whole eighteen years that I have been living somewhat a happy life is slipping away.
This is the sad truth of my life. Today I just got rejected from life.
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