Longest Day Of My Life

Seriously, the longest day of my life. Did you know if you don't sleep for a week straight you do permanent damage to your brain. You start having anger problems and you go crazy. The longest I havent slept is for three days but that didn't even seem as long as this. This weeek just seems long. Really long. I could really enjoy it but I just feel so alone. That sounds pathetic.

The museum was amazing, fascinating. I loved the attention to detail. Every single body they did was just brilliant. It was a once in a lifetime experience. Everybody should go see the Body Works.

I went to buy new shoes. That was exciting. They are so cute. I'm addicted. I have a problem. I need to save.

I got in a fight with my father. He treats me like shit. What can you do? If I don't go to Boulder, I'm going to kill myself. I need to get out of this house. Right now, I have really nothing going for me. No boyfriend, no job, no life, no parents in their right mind. Wow. Hehe. That sounds pathetic too. I have to be happy, I need to be happy.

I'm looking forward to what today will bring. I hope something exciting happens. I guess if you hope for the worse when something good happens you'll be extra excited. I wanna be extra excited. So, let's say I'm gonna die today. So if I don't die it will be good day. YAY!